My Fiance is in Love with My Little Sister The Second Time – Chapter 1

TLN- so you guys must be thinking what is Ash doing, jumping straight to Arc 3 chapter 1 or what happened to Arc 2? But the thing is Firi (the previous translator) wanted to do Arc 2. So you know I can’t do anything about it as I took this series from him.But I’m posting a light summary of 2nd Arc. Be sure to read 2nd Arc at his site, when he translates it.

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Ilya’s first life – losing her cool at tea ceremony – Ilya marriage – death of little sister – husband accused Ilya of killing her own sister – false allegations – mistrial – instead of excommunication like nobles, trial like a civilian – not supporting family – Ilya in jail – ilya’s death.

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I hope that all of you have now caught up with what happened at 2nd Arc. And now the current chapter.

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Kachan, and the sound of earthenware crashing lingers in my ears.

The second life has started like that.

“What is it? Ilya?”

Soleil-sama looks towards this place.

It is my life that has already ended is coursing through my head.

I am going to faint.

The same white table is in front us.

The tea ware prepared for this day is of a lovely design with florets scattered in the white porcelain.

[TN- florets= small flowers making a composite flower head.]

I had ordered the dealers only things which my sister seemed to like, intentionally.

Tea leaves prepared were the fragrant tea leaves, the kind Soleil-sama liked from old days, and freshly baked snacks were for Soleil-sama who doesn’t like sweets, and several kinds of sweets for Sylvia who loved sweets, were prepared separately.

Ignoring my mother’s words that it would be good to leave it to the maid, I arranged it myself.

I wouldn’t be satisfied if I didn’t do so.

Until that moment of this tea ceremony, the younger sister was my pretty Silvia.

Soleil-sama was undeniably my fiance, the only person who took care of me.

For them, I devised measures to make this tea ceremony happy, I prepared in advance, organized procedures, and made plans to make them feel better.

So, I thought that everything was going well. Until that moment that brought us together.

The garden where the rose cultivated through selective breeding is blooming beautifully is pride of our mother, and every time we invite a guest , we hold a tea ceremony.

So I decided to use it this time as well.

Because I knew there was no mistake.

Arrange the table sets and pull the cross, let the maids prepare for tea and sweets.

I will wait for my younger sister and my fiance there.

I wait for my younger sister to arrive while having a pleasant chat with fiance, who arrived a little earlier.

That child was laughing today that she felt good from the morning.

That’s why I’m sure she’ll be able to join this tea ceremony.

It was good.

I wanted to let you meet as soon as possible. My fiance to my sweet little sister, my boastful pride.

And when I was casually talking with my fiance, I could hear a murmuring sound from the lawn.

Oh, I look up and my sister has arrived.

Suddenly, when I turned my eyes to my fiance who was sitting next to me, he had a somewhat bewildered face.

Although a strict behaviour pattern was usually carried out by him without any time to spare, now he wore a strange face which can be also regarded as somewhat stupid.

Looking at it, my heart cramped.

……….oh, it’s over again.

Someone whispered in my head.

For a moment, my breathing stopped,

……..once again, you’re right.

The voice that I know clearly said so.

Sylvia walks slowly to this place just as my mother carries light pink roses brought up by her with utmost care.

The beige dress that is close to white looks good on her white skin as if it may fall out.

Her loose silver hair fluttered in the wind, her appearance was similar to the painting of an angel seen in the Church.

I understood that my blood is being drained.

The first life flows through my head if I close my eyes, I had them opened wide as if to block the vision.

My trembling hand dropped the cup I had along with the saucer.

“What is it? Ilya”

If you notice, Soleil-sama has risen who should have been sitting next to me.

It’s Sylvia, my younger sister next to him.

It seems that the figure overlaps. I saw the figure of two people who stood in this way once before.

In my previous life, it was the first time.

Every time I repeat this exact moment, but when I reincarnate, memories of my previous life is already lost.

I held my lips with both hands as I was about to scream.

Still I think that I managed to not lose myself because I had somewhat deep attachment with Soleil-sama.

I had not forgotten the blunder at the first tea party.

So, somewhere in my confused head, the me from last time warned me that I should not fail this time.

I have to make a smile.

That’s what I thought immediately.

I have to laugh and pass it away.

I have to forgive those two who are staring at each other.

In a panic, as I stand up, I hit my feat on the table and the tablewares on it raised a strange intense sound.

“What’s wrong? It is not like you.” Soleil-sama asks smiling bitterly.

I found my feet trembling under the dress.

If I  laugh while saying “I’m sorry”, Soleil-sama will also return a smile and pat on my back.

It seemed like a comforting gesture, I was about to start crying carelessly.

The man who abused me for murdering and exhorted words of hatred as if not accepting me for a lifetime is not here now.

I thought that I was given another chance.

God gave me the opportunity to redo my life.

God helped me who had an unfortunate ending due to false charges.

” Soleil-sama, she is Sylvia, my little sister.”

An extremely natural smile floated on my face.

As I was born a noble, I was able to easily stick that expression on my face.

Looking at me like that, Soleil-sama also smiled.

After all no feeling appear on the eyes staring at me.

But, at least, there was no colour of contempt.

“Nice to meet you, Onii-sama.”

Soleil-sama’s line of sight move from me to Sylvia.

For a moment the line of sight of those two intersect.

While staring at it, I hold down my pulsating heart from above the clothes.

In his eyes resembling thin ice, a color different from usual floated and disappeared. I saw it, definitely.

“Nice to meet you I think,Imouto-kun. It’s still early to call me Onii-sama.”

Oh, I see.

If I serve as a host of tea ceremony in a calm manner like this, will this time go on without anything like that?

There are no noises similar to the disturbance like the last time, just a breezy, soft wind is blowing.

It’s fine, It’s fine, I can do it.

I will not tread the same path like the last time. It will not be same things and such a thing will never occur.

Soleil-sama gazes at the face of Sylvia who expresses discreetly that her body is not so durable.

I did not miss seeing that fingertip twitch.

I am sure that he wants to touch my sister.

He must be burning her fleeting existence in his eyes.

That finger touching me without hesitation is afraid of touching my sister.

He wanted to touch but, He should not touch it, it seems that the voice that I’m talking to is echoing in my ears.

The me from last time is advising me that it was useless, and I must not be upset.

Talking to the heart and mind over and over again that it was alright, knowing without saying anything I was having a conversation with Soleil-sama and Sylvia.

I do not want to be disliked by Soleil-sama. I don’t wanna be hated.

Even if I have come to a place where I can’t do anything anymore due to own behaviour untill today, in that case I have to avoid only being hated at least.

It is definitely possible this time.

Because I know all the events that are supposed to happen from now on.

All I have to do is to correct the mistakes.I just have to correct all the mischief that I committed.

Isn’t it an easy thing?

I can surely do well as I’m doing in this tea ceremony now.

……In that way my second life began as a step to go through my first life again.

What I could say was why Soleil-sama was uncomfortable, what would I fail at, and what I could not see last time looked terrifyingly clear.

It is better that I clearly understand what is going to happen, rather than remembering my previous life vividly.

Before something happens, the events that will emerge will be reproduced in front of me.

So I chose the option I would be able to live happier than last time.

It’s easy.

Because it is good to go the opposite way of the previous life.

But, there were still things that I could not choose the way I thought.

For example, they came across in town in a strange place that I didn’t know, Soleil-sama visited Sylvia in sickness. Before I knew it, Sylvia got acquainted with Soleil-sama’s friend. That way, in places where I can not engage myself, I could not correct the way I wanted.

At that time I had no choice but to believe in the big flow that can’t be avoided, the power of destiny.

In other words, I could not stop the hearts of both of them.

Speaking of what I can do, at the very least I can’t let Soleil-sama feel bad.

That was all I could do.

That’s it.

In fact, even that, it was painful all the time, much more than I thought.

I thought I could do well.

To be honest, I can say that I was experimenting with my life.

Because it was something I had experienced once, I felt like being a god and chose the path I think was correct.

No, actually, I intended to really choose you, although I could choose only one way.

How worthwhile is life on Earth without options?

Is there any meaning in such a thing?

I sealed the words that convey my feelings and I didn’t do what I wanted to do. It was irrelevant to be honest, and it crushed my real feelings in the back of my chest.

The lines that gave mouth words didn’t accompany with thoughts, and it was scary illusion as if someone wrote the speech.

[TLN- I didn’t know better way to translate it. But it’s like her words and true feelings are distant. She’s acting like a machine]

Sometimes I do not even know if I’m breathing.

Should I live through my life?

Every time I aged, every time I came to pass my days, I came of think of such things.

Then, following these days , I and Soleil-sama were to get married.

It’s the same as my first life.

The thing that was decisively different was that Silvia and I were building a good relationship as sisters.

And I and Soleil-sama were able to face each other much more than the previous life.

Life is better than the first life.

But there’s no doubt that it’s an empty life.

It closely resembled the days when my prayers were dedicated in prison.

There is no exit. There is no freedom. There is no way to convey any feelings.

I could not find any meaning in either words or actions.

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